M.A Story

I ended up in an interesting conversation with one of my friends in the past. A friend of mine who has been through a lot over the last year. My friend is like me then we both are 2 people who say what we think and stand for our opinions. This means that we draw to us like-minded people, however, even those who have problems with the strong individuals. We are independent individuals and know what we want. 

Right now my friend is in a situation where people have chosen not to listen to the real truth about how it really is and has been. This text is taken from my friend’s facebook. 

A part of her thoughts about the whole thing: 

TO ALL OF YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE IN THE WORLD HOW THINKS YOU ”KNOW IT ALL”…

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To think you know the truth by yest seeing one side of a story is absolut ignores, to see the truth you have to see the bigger picture and you have to see all the sides to the story, author wise you are only seeing what you want to and that isn’t always the real truth and it may not be the real truth but it is your’s and every one have right to there one reality as long as it doesn’t hurt any one. So next time you think you know it all and you think you have the hole truth, check an extra time you might find a spot were you didn’t check the first time because you taught you already hade the truth. You might be surprised of what you might find and you never know what you might find out about the storey you thought you knew all to well. That’s why you almost always do find something new and interesting when you go through your favorite move, book, comic (or whatever you are in to) things that you haven’t noticed before but you thought you knew all about it…

As you can see, this is only a small part of everything that has been going on and is still happening. My friend is struggling on a daily basis to get an authority to understand that the truth is within reach if they just choose to like to hear the truth. My friend’s fight in this entire time has been to get the authority to open their eyes to see the real reality. What is tragic in this is that this authority has chosen to only see a small part of a much larger perspective. 
There will be changes and everything is in a process. Had the authority chosen to listen from the beginning so many people had things been different today. People had not been so get the wrong treatment that they’ve actually been here.
In one of all these processes in this stage, by means of a legal process already received redress through they have seen to the truth. Now, through this  my friend can see the future as bright, however, she knows that it will take time. The day when everything is in order again is within reach.
My friend says that she thinks it is tragic and horrible to her the truth has got to come to their proper place in the past. She is very pleased that the agency finally had to take it as she says. Sad only that it had to go through a court of law.
This is the beginning of her vindication, and as I said only a small part of the bigger picture. 
We are many that stand behind my friend here, and we’re all willing to stand up for justice. Justice will prevail ! 
Thanks M.A for letting me share your journey through your struggle in the public world / MinikeGirl 
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They see that I have come so much further than them and they want us to be on the same level

I have had time to think now during the summer on a great many things and because of it become even more sure that I have thought right in everything. Because all the time I will be questioned regarding my situation in that I have full control on my day to day life so I know that I must rely on myself. People who question me are people who are not knowledgeable within the subject. I think so then it will not be the single the sorrow of the never to be understood. My functioning everyday life annoys so many and just it feels very strange. I pressed down when I feel good, and what I do is not good enough. What is said is that more should be done all the time. Never get to feel that you are good enough and nothing is ever good enough. I feel good is not good enough for many, however, I love myself. I am not going to fall for that, there are people who think a lot of things about me. So after a wonderful summer I had, apparently, the dimensions of the good in front of people. I had been too proud and happy. I can live in a functioning everyday life. I don’t need to take medication which I have worked in the several years to achieve. This just makes me more sure that I need to continue to listen to my inner voice and not make my life a case that other people want me to play on the bad card with my life. See how far I have taken me on my journey instead of asking me to throw away everything that I have fought for. 

For some people it is difficult to see that, I feel good today because they themselves have not worked with themselves in the degree that I have done. They see that I have come so much further than them and they want us to be on the same level. I have other people who find it difficult to simply be nice, since I live in my dream and I feel good today.

I have a lot of people who are eager to share all that I have built up and I have others that I know who are very jealous of it as I do. They can’t be happy about my progress and they do not want me to have in a way taken me further forward than on the level they are at. They want it to be like the days when you shared everything and when they actually had more to say. See the my journey through life, however, has not actually achieved what they want and then their nasty comments instead.

I’m happy and I can’t surround myself with people who are envious and have actually stuck so roughly in the past that they believe that I have developed as a person. They want me to be on the same level as them, and we are all different, so it is completely impossible. I can not sympathy, feel bad, eat medications and work for it works for other people. This I have already tested and there is nothing that I feel good in the long run. 

Many people see me as a strong person and I am. However, so do some people that still take my energy in particular is always when I feel the best. When I feel your best so will all the requirements, and it’s like I’m not worthy to feel good. It doesn’t matter what I do for a lot of people find the wrong in everything and it is more difficult now then there is nothing to complain about. What happens then is that I get to take a hell of a lot of crap for that, I feel good and am happy. 

Of course, I will continue to blog and to make music. Right now so I’m going to restructure many things. It is eating away at me all the time hear that it is not good enough no matter what I do. It is not with me that the problem is, the real problem is you never give you. 

Feel I for a while now in the future do not want to show the world about how I feel, you feel and this also applies to the face of the people who are my closest. If nothing is good enough so should I start to be indifferent to you who is not capable of my happiness and my progress. You should not listen to my music or read my blog any more. 

A thousand Thanks to those of you who follow me on my journey through my music and follow me on my blog. Love you you are the best . 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs from MinikeGirl 

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No medicine in the world will get you to understand me is words that I want to throw back when people don’t understand me.

 I KNOW THAT YOU ALL LOVE ME AND THAT ITS HARD TO UNDERSTAND: I LOVE YOU ALL BUT I ALSO LOVE MY FIGHTS AND MYSELF …..

I will never throw away my life again that it is not worth anything. I have accepted my situation and I’m not going to let others push me to lose everything.

No medicine in the world will get you to understand me is words that I want to throw back when people don’t understand me. I have fought so much and so long to get to where I am today. I have, during the course of the journey failure more than you can count. More than you will ever understand. I have on many occasions had the will to end my life because I have felt so useless. Have always known that other people do everything and I can do nothing. I have cut my arms and legs. I have visible scars all over my body after razor blade. I have been on very strong medications for many years. I have been fighting with myself and my demons for a very long time. I have always had the will to never give up and that is why I am here today. For that I have the driving force to maintain everything that I have fought for. I have finally found my inner peace which I never thought was possible. 

The sad thing is that there are many people who want me to just throw away everything that I have fought for all these years. People who do not see the seriousness of it all. As all the time presses me, and I shall take steps to the directions that may do that I lose everything. Life is full of challenges and many are from ourselves, however, comes from other people.

Today I am a mother and I get my day to day life to go around. Compare with how it has been before. How I was as a person 20 years ago ?

I will not go in to I have been pressured again to all the time seek what other people think I should do. It will never be good enough and the press will never run out. On the other hand, is not going to leave what I have achieved in my journey just because other people do not understand.

Seriously, so why should it not suffice that I have a functioning everyday life?

I feel good today. I have found my way to survive.

So before you push me to reflect a little on who it really is, and think intelligently here ?

I eat no medications today except for my thyroid. I have done everything in my power that I would be medicine free. I have been working for several years with myself to get to where I am today. I am happy and proud of myself because I know how much I have struggled. You raise the bar all the time for me and you requires all the time more and more. This is as high as I can give you, however, most myself. Do you have a problem with it, so can you actually have it. I am doing what is best for me and my son.
See my whole journey through life, or choose to ignore it. It is up to you. What you do and what you think based on my best and worst days.It feels like I may hide myself when I have my better days so that you do not see them. Do you see them as will all of the requirements. It hurts the most when I’ve had a good period of time and that your requirements will then. It is understood from me that I’m not worthy to feel so good. I am worthy to feel good but not so much. You try to twist and turn on everything and you are like a tornado in there, that I, during all these years finally received the order on. I feel that it would be easier for you if I was and lived in indifference. Then, it would have been easier for you to understand. I’m not going to change me because it will be easier for you. I live in the here and now.
I am ….
I live in the here and now ……
I feel good and I’m happy …..
And its still not good enough for you? 
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Bloggportalen .se HACKERN

 

HEJ !

Finns väl inte så mycket att säga till dig du verkar ha funnit din lycka i livet genom att ta bort min placering på bloggportalen.se med jämna mellanrum. Hoppas att det ger dig något som du verkligen mår bra utav. Jag vet inte riktigt varför du är ute efter att ”sabotera”. Det måste ju ge dig något. Mitt liv består av så mycket mer än det lilla spel som du försöker skapa här genom att göra det som du gör. Är jag så intressant och populär för dig att du verkligen inte kan låta bli? 

Det känns intressant detta för mig för du har väckt lite funderingar och tankar hos mig gällande detta. Är du helt säker på att jag inte vet vem du är ? 

Jag vet inte men det skulle ju vara lite intressant om jag visste vem du var men att du inte visste att jag visste det. 

Första gången som du raderade min position så kan jag erkänna att det kändes väldigt tungt. Det gjorde det andra gången också. Den här ca 5 gången nu så kändes det tråkigt till en början sen hamnade min hjärna på reload och nu känner jag ingenting gällande detta. Det är lite därför jag skriver detta inlägget till dig. Vad vill du att jag ska känna ? 

Det verkar ju som att det mer handlar om vad du känner och får ut av allt det här. Jag är riktigt förvånad över att just jag har blivit ditt target. Det känns ju lite som att jag måste ha gjort något bra. Många hackar ju kändisars konton men allvarligt du har gett dig på lilla mig. Det är lite konstigt ändå för är jag en ”kändis ” för dig eftersom du ger mig din energi?

Detta är nog ett av mina konstigaste inlägg jag har skrivit 🙂 Det känns väldigt märkligt på något vis!

Ta Hand om Dig nu Min Vän 

Tveka inte att skriva till mig om du känner att du vill och kan besvara min frågor 

Kramizar MinikeGirl 

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I will be a bit like a hermit crab and maverick

 

So now, finally, we’ve also come away and acted new food for our new refrigerator and to the freezer. Today we take it easy and I have much to arrange here at home now when we’ve been away. So I take a little at a time. It will take a while until I feel that I have received the order of everything. I tend not to be so social right at these times and then it is good that those who know me know about it. I will be a bit like a hermit crab and maverick.

It is that I focus on what I want to have order on and that the other parts of me may take up more space. It feels like everything goes slowly for I am a little tired, however, so it does nothing. I do everything at my own pace. 

Now I will soon take and continue on one of the series that I follow on the computer. First, there will be some other things to do  😛 

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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My fridge and freezer broke when we were not home

When I’ve been away on an adventure this summer, so I had filled up the freezer before I went away. It was that there would be food when we got home to avoid having to go shopping directly at homecoming. It is also a financial thought behind this. It was not quite as I had envisioned, but my fridge and freezer broke when we were not home. Luckily, some familiar to us and discover that it was broken so they could throw all the food.There has been a lot to arrange as it always is when I come home again. Now we also have some strong men helped me to carry my new fridge. The new refrigerator weighed much more than my old one  😀 

So I’ll write down what we need to shop. Then I feel that I almost have landed as I want to after this summer’s adventures  😛 

Now I’m very focused on taking me back to the reality here so that the days become more and more alike each other. Only to get home and get to sleep in my own bed and be able to play music and to sing does so much for my well-being. I have the big nice and cozy when we are on the adventure, however, do I need to return to everyday life where, I feel, in spite of everything the best. I require not so much in everyday life and feel the best of my routines here at home.

You who know me in depth knows that I need to get to have my peace and quiet then I act as the best. I have a good balance of everything now which feels amazing.

Take Care Of Each Other 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 

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