Excited In Relation

10552561_550030445120042_904882889023518198_nNow I run a little workout that I longed to be able to do. Took it relatively easy on my rowing machine yesterday. But intend to run on a bit today so it will be more and more because. Need to get my adrenaline to rush and work on the right way again and it makes it through my workout. It becomes wrong when it is used to unhealthy stress and skyrockets. So, this is about to change back to normal when it has become imbalance because of many different external circumstances. 

I have learned to influence it as I can myself as much as possible for it to be as good as possible and the external stress is hard to avoid especially when it comes from several different sources. It will be great to work with then all of a sudden.
That is why I usually try to accept the situation and do what I can to ease the situations that have arisen.

 

I am very excited in relation to my next song is about to be released shortly. There was a campaign recently, where I usually let my songs through and it was free for a time to release the songs. So that is why it takes longer time with this let drop, as many made use of this offer. Usually it goes very quickly to get out of their songs so it does not matter that it takes a little longer this time.

Now it is the weekend and I am going to continue exactly as I do with everything right now.

 

Nice Weekend all my Best Listeners and Readers 😀 

 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 😀 

 

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Honeymoon

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IMG_4190Yesterday me  and my Webmaster arranged with my blog. I think it was really good. It’s fun to be able to do a little extra stuff on the blog so it will be as you want it. You may test simply and will be ready to figure out a lot about how to do. I have many different proposals and it is good to be able to talk to someone who can. So you see that there are some new things here on the blog. But we continuously keep on working for some good features. That is what’s so great working with my Webmaster as today was in the time before I myself had started to come.

Then it will be much made and you get good energy from each other. 

 Today there are a lot of preparation because I have my next song to be released soon. I am already inside of it that I’ll be working with next, so it floats on as it should. It is very different contrasts on all of my songs and I love it. The one that will be released soon, will be different from the songs that come afterwards. So it is perfectly in order and as usual.

 

 Usually nice for the first time with new links on a blogportal for the honeymoon. This is for that then you have a new tasty links to work with. Then one may study how to work with them and correct what needed to be corrected. I like to clear the decks and focus on what is relevant to focus on.

 

I love to blog but also my music, which I love tinkering with. Therefore, it feels extra fun now to get on the blog that I have been given.

 

Many Hugs From MinikeGirl 😀 

 

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Happy For Others

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First, it is very emotional to feel that one has somehow been replaced by other people. But the time is changing and it is not possible to keep a fixed in what was once. The day has 24 hours so it is not possible to change 😀 . Things like this happends all the time thats what life is about. Dont forget that when you feel replaced its often not as bad as it feels. You dont own other peoples time and they dont own yours. So dont feel sad. Sometimes the time dont fit your own style and what you want 😀 . So dont be selfish. Everything needs to have its own time.

I, for one, understand it. Therefore, it is good as it is though it is new to me. It’s more important that everyone involved feel good. There sometimes arises a situation which is not feels so big fun and you stand in the middle of this situation and feel hurt and not at all comfortable in how things have become. At the same time that you are happy for others ‘ happiness. Accept the situation and go out of the entire situation for yourself feel better is not a bad choice. It is a very good choice for you to do what you yourself are doing well out in the long run. Especially when all who are in the situation, that everyone should feel good in the end. Then there is nothing to hesitate of, I think.

There is so much that I have in front of me now and today I released a little of my habitual life. How does it feel ? I am terrified but that is what you should be when you challenge yourself when it comes to these challenges. It is also triggering in a good way and that is how I become stronger. When I talk about being strong, it’s much more about being  physically strong. It is about being strong in its entire existence. It is about a sense of security and freedom. It is about emotions and acceptance. It’s all about love.

Sometimes it feels like that is more dependent on other people than what you really are. Clearly you are addicted, but in what way are you depending? During the later time so I have been thinking a lot and felt much like I always do. Hello ! My brain 😀 link together and take apart things that many other people’s brains do not do. Both advantages and disadvantages in that I works so. But for the attentive person so it has been more feelings and musings of me here on the blog. I feel strong and I am intense when I feel. It is I who cries to action movies because it would be so awesome. It is I who cries to horror movies because I often feel sorry about and sympathy for the spirits and creatures that go again and scares people. There is such sadness behind a lot. As I often feel with people who have sought help and been sent home and then commit horrible crimes. But then it has gone too far, I can find also. You want to be able to capture young people before it goes so far.

The benefits are nothing without the disadvantages because there is so much in between that many people forget. I am happy and I am glad that I have my intense think that I with a lot of practice is in order. Often, it was like I was that girl who had not so much an eye on things. In spite of my outward behaviour, I was very introverted and a real dreamer. I was very fuzzy and wanted a lot of it never got anything done. I was really not into how it would be or behave in different situations. In any case, I felt so it does not need to be as it was. But in my world it was so and it was all the time so important how you looked in front of other people and how they perceived me. It shaped me to feel that I never fit in. It has nothing to with that I am allowed to do at all. I fit in but it felt not so.

To be a girl and have my drivers in selfrealize myself has not been easy. Guys are often praised if they want to conquer the world, but as a girl, it’s so wrong inculcated her to be quiet and calm. But as I said I am terribly stubborn, and even the impossible is possible to make almost possible, it need not be either or.With my blog and with my music so I want to prove that you should never give up on their dreams. Putting the other people time and effort in to all the time think that what you are doing is fuzzy and not worth anything. It is when you have nothing and it is more fuzzy to carp down on others dreams and goals and visions in life. They are often afraid to live out.

You are unique and valuable, everybody never forget it 😀 

 

Many hugs from MinikeGirl 😀 

 

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Continue To Dare

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Now I have finally sent my next song on the release. I wanted just that this song could be on the way at the right time. The right time is now when I had a slump last month and is on his way out of it. It is precisely what the song’s content is about, which makes all much easier today.

It is a fact that I have had it very good in recent time and it has not at all been the many puddles at all. I know that I was very frustrated at first when I ended up in my downswing and I took a day at a time and it worked just as well as it usually do. So I thought not much of it. The one week I was more sensitive and the second week I was not so sensitive. Then it became more and more contrasts on the whole.

 

My thyroid values were ”normal” but the one value was high and I don’t think I have had as high as before. So compare it with how it’s been in the past on my host so end up it’s probably not in the context of what is ”normal” for me. It remains to find out. But as I know so everything will be better when I get started with my training and work again. One day at a time. Life was simpler then the I from to not bother me at all if things to become a so-called FREAK to want to be in control of everything that happens. The contrast is very big there but it is how I feel best. I have had zero control many times in my life and everything I have done has been wrong. Therefore, it is important for me that I do things that I’m capable of. There may be failures that I also understand but it may not be too much for then I become passive for the most part. It is important to get to feel that everyday life works. Therefore, snowing, many who are like me in on what they are good at just because they are safe there. It becomes even comfort zone. I also have these strong forces must have the ability to just stop time to catch up with myself.

 I can’t work to support people in their daily lives, if I myself do not dare to process myself when it pops up different kinds of problems. You always learn something, and that is what is so wonderful to know. I have learned to speak up and to say stop to myself and other people. I have learned that it is often people who respect your choice when you say that you need to take care of yourself. It is the people you keep closest to heart, no matter who it is. But it is also the people you should listen to when they want to get you out for that walk that you can not take that you don’t really feel good.

 

 Continue to dare to process it as you have in you for it gets better. It’s okay to be afraid of it, which you can find on the road. But for every step that you take regardless of whether it feels good or is hard so that always counts as a success. To carry things within itself, eating away at the soul. 

 

Have the Best My Lovely Readers

 

Many Hugs from MinikeGirl 😀

 

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Adjustments

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Have structured up my blog a bit with some minor adjustments. When I still keep trying to get on the blog more in depth. It’s funny now when I have this new theme to work in.

It is very due to the work needed to be done and it takes a long time. I may try to take some every day now. Must buy one to cover this I feel. But for new bloggers it is just to run. It’s just that I’ve been blogging since the year 2012.

I learn a lot on the way and therefore I try to be constantly in phase with it all the time. But it is moving forward and it feels wonderful.

 

Will soon send my next song away for it to be released. It is a song that I could not have chosen to release at a better time. It is a song that I really needed to get clear right now.

My next song is about what came to be one of my biggest breaks in life.

It is so symbolic and when I press that I’m going to drop it so I will get new forces.

 

I have fallen in importance is now last month when I was sick so it takes a while to get back my former strength. Think I eat everything I see and at the same time as my son, eat significantly more food now so go there for more food. This is, of course, inevitable, but equally interesting every time I open the fridge and the freezer. Thus, the acting must be considerably more  😀

 

Take Care Of Each Other

 

Many Hugs from MinikeGirl 😀 

 

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Mental illness

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When you live with mental illness and have people around you in the closest relations that do not understand.  Then you never can get the best out of you. It kills me and it is eating away at my entire existence. All these years of incomprehension, and only belief in that if you work regularly on a job, you become healthy. I can no longer try to get those who do not understand to understand. That every time as soon as it gets a bit too much so it is just to go to the doctor and take a blood test that gets you healed and can work as all the other every day and be as good as every other is.  

All people have different abilities and work on the basis of what you can. Has the driver that I have, it is easy to push itself in the bottom. It happened more before, but now I have good balance in all that I do. It is just all this complaining all the time that I should and that everyone else is so good all the time. I can’t be bothered to take more energy to get people who don’t understand to understand anymore. 

 

They forget, in total, remove the whole trip that I made to be able to live the life I do today. I even live is a miracle in itself, but even it is forgotten. I don’t have time anymore for these violations. In the eyes where you are never any good and never good enough where I would no longer have the appreciation. This tug-of-war all the time ceases now there are people who will never be satisfied. They will constantly require more of you. 

 

On the shell, everything is so beautiful and from the outside, everything looks so good. But there is so much that people don’t know anything about. There is so much that I struggle with every day. You can’t see my personal success in that I have actually gone and studied and got top scores. You can’t see that despite adversity, I am here. You have no understanding of how tough my journey has been and that I am still here.

It is I who has vision problems and is half blind in both eyes. You ought to work more if you … the stress means that I have to delete the I am available to work. The stress makes me become passive. The stress makes me sick so don’t come here and do not humble me in all my attempts to keep a good balance. Then the man becomes sick physically and then it falls still. This will stop the never me I am so accustomed to this is, but the limit is reached now. Do you think seriously that I will sabotage my whole trip up here??

 

It will never happen and it doesn’t matter who stands in the way. It is just annoying that I with all my own fighter should have to fight against people who say that they want my best all the time. To want a thing but to go on the things that you do not have knowledge in that are experiencing this Mental Illness, so it is better to let it be. You have no idea what it triggers in people by being opinionated and unsympathetic. But if you have not the abilities to understand so do not intend to put more energy on trying to be understood. 

 

I will stop talking with people who don’t understand this because it harms more than it helps anyone. What I can do is to turn off the emotions. I have done it before and I have no problem doing it now either. If you have problems with this, so you have to have it. I know that who I am today and I where I’m going and therefore I do make additional changes for it to keep in the long run.

 

It is extremely important to focus on the people who understand you and not trigger you to incite yourself to it that you don’t have the energy. It may be a case that you never come out. With this text I want you living with Mental Illness should always know that you are good enough exactly as you are. There are unsympathetic people who do not have the skills to understand how you have it that can say things like, feels like, and is offensive. There are also those who are wicked to the for some reason is not doing so well themselves and need to push down someone else. 

 

It is we who must stick together when it is like this. All of us who understand and live with this all the time. With me, it is not the actual Mental Illness that is the problem for I love myself for who I am. I accept who I am and I never want to I’ll get rid of my flaws. But I don’t want to have a society of people who do not understand, it is something that is lacking, so it is when society does not understand.

 

It is something that is lacking it is when the related party does not understand. Understanding is equal to that mental illness is much easier to live with. Incomprehension, however, many people are not able to live longer because there will be too much. It is more rooted than that people don’t understand mental illness. These people have not had to work in the same way with themselves and maybe not learned something about themselves. But we who have been in hell and fought with the devil a hundreds of times. Do you really believe that we have the time to mess with you all the time in that you do not understand?

 Shame on you, you have no idea at all and it is terribly sad. You have a mental illness that you should take care of. We others are doing it and working with our problems. Unfortunately, you will be a of our everyday problems, for that you not working with your own problems.

 

Double Trouble in the circle is absolutely not healthy for anyone!

 

Take care of each other instead !

 

Many hugs from MinikeGirl 😀 

 

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