I have had time to think now during the summer on a great many things and because of it become even more sure that I have thought right in everything. Because all the time I will be questioned regarding my situation in that I have full control on my day to day life so I know that I must rely on myself. People who question me are people who are not knowledgeable within the subject. I think so then it will not be the single the sorrow of the never to be understood. My functioning everyday life annoys so many and just it feels very strange. I pressed down when I feel good, and what I do is not good enough. What is said is that more should be done all the time. Never get to feel that you are good enough and nothing is ever good enough. I feel good is not good enough for many, however, I love myself. I am not going to fall for that, there are people who think a lot of things about me. So after a wonderful summer I had, apparently, the dimensions of the good in front of people. I had been too proud and happy. I can live in a functioning everyday life. I don’t need to take medication which I have worked in the several years to achieve. This just makes me more sure that I need to continue to listen to my inner voice and not make my life a case that other people want me to play on the bad card with my life. See how far I have taken me on my journey instead of asking me to throw away everything that I have fought for.
For some people it is difficult to see that, I feel good today because they themselves have not worked with themselves in the degree that I have done. They see that I have come so much further than them and they want us to be on the same level. I have other people who find it difficult to simply be nice, since I live in my dream and I feel good today.
I have a lot of people who are eager to share all that I have built up and I have others that I know who are very jealous of it as I do. They can’t be happy about my progress and they do not want me to have in a way taken me further forward than on the level they are at. They want it to be like the days when you shared everything and when they actually had more to say. See the my journey through life, however, has not actually achieved what they want and then their nasty comments instead.
I’m happy and I can’t surround myself with people who are envious and have actually stuck so roughly in the past that they believe that I have developed as a person. They want me to be on the same level as them, and we are all different, so it is completely impossible. I can not sympathy, feel bad, eat medications and work for it works for other people. This I have already tested and there is nothing that I feel good in the long run.
Many people see me as a strong person and I am. However, so do some people that still take my energy in particular is always when I feel the best. When I feel your best so will all the requirements, and it’s like I’m not worthy to feel good. It doesn’t matter what I do for a lot of people find the wrong in everything and it is more difficult now then there is nothing to complain about. What happens then is that I get to take a hell of a lot of crap for that, I feel good and am happy.
Of course, I will continue to blog and to make music. Right now so I’m going to restructure many things. It is eating away at me all the time hear that it is not good enough no matter what I do. It is not with me that the problem is, the real problem is you never give you.
Feel I for a while now in the future do not want to show the world about how I feel, you feel and this also applies to the face of the people who are my closest. If nothing is good enough so should I start to be indifferent to you who is not capable of my happiness and my progress. You should not listen to my music or read my blog any more.
A thousand Thanks to those of you who follow me on my journey through my music and follow me on my blog. Love you you are the best .
Take Care Of Each Other
Many Hugs from MinikeGirl